I have begun many times.
Many notebooks that look so shiny and white in the store are bought, then a few pages into it I lose the oomph.
Beginning is such a great feeling.
I just wish they made notebooks with only eight pages.
This pattern of mine used to upset me. But then I thought that God does this every morning.
A very hopeful line, from Eicha of all places:
כג חֲדָשִׁים לַבְּקָרִים, רַבָּה אֱמוּנָתֶךָ.
23 They are new every morning; great is Thy faithfulness.